confused.

i'm so confused. like seriously. totally have no idea on the position/stand/direction, whatever it is. can someone tell me PLEASE? so hard to find a balancing point. i think i can last any longer.. AND. whatever sensitivity/great plans there are. please make up your mind and set a direction. so that we wont be moving round and round on the spot. oh wells. whatever it may be in the near (or not near) future. just work hard and work smart, i guess. ciaos.